{Love Rain}

Love rain down on me,on me,down on me(4x)Met him on a Thursday,sunny afternoonCumulus clouds, 84 degreesHe was brown,deepSaid he wanted to talk about my missionListen to my past lives (Word?)Took me on long walks to places where butterflies rest easyTalked about Moses and MumiaReparations,blue colors,memories of shell top adidasHe was fresh,like summer peachesSweet on my mind like block parties and penny candyUs was nice and warm,no jacket,no umbrella,just warmAt night we would watch the starsAnd he would physically give me each and every oneI felt like cayenne pepper,red,hot,spicyI felt Dizzy and Sonia, heaven and Miles between mythighsBetter than love,we made deliciousHe me had,had me heHe had me tongue tiedI could hear his rhythm in my thoughtsI was his sharp, his horn sectionHis boom and his bipAnd he was my loveLove rain down on me,on me,down on meThe rain was fallin and,and slowly and sweetly and stinging myeyesAnd I could not see that he became my voodoo priestAnd I was his faithful concubineWide open,wide,loose like bowels after collard greensThe mistake was madeLove slipped from my lipsDripped down my chin and landed in his lapAnd us became newNow me non-clairvoyant and in loveMade the coochie easy and the obvious invisibleThe rain was fallingAnd I couldn't see the season changingAnd the vibe slipping off its axis Our beautiful melody became wildly staccatoThe rain was falling and I could not seeThat I was to be plowed and sowed and fertilizedAnd left to drown in his sunny afternoonCumulus clouds,84 degrees,melodyLove rain down on me,on me,down on me (2x)(Mos Def:)I stretch my arms towards the sky like blades of tall grass,The sun beat between my shoulders like carnaval drums.I sat still in hopes that it would help my wings growSo then I could really be fly.And then she arrived.Like daybreak inside a railway tunnel,like the new moon,like a diamond in the mines,like high noon to a junker,Sudden...She made my heart beat in the now, now time signature,her skin a canvas for ultra violet brush strokes.She was the sun's painting,she was a deep cogniac color,her eyes sparkle like lights along the new city,her lips purst as if her breath was too sweet and full for her mouth to hold.I said:"You are the beautiful distress of mathmatics,"I said:"For you, I will peel open the clouds like new fruit,and give you lightning and thunder as a dowry,I will make the sky shed all of it's stars like rain,and I will cast the constellations across your waist,and i will make the heavens your keep.And they will be pleased to cover you,they will be pleased to cover you,May i please... cover you......please...

A Few Thoughts

It's a Saturday night and I am at home. I am totally fine with that actually. But a night on the town would be fun. Maybe next weekend...we shall see!
I'm ready to get back to school and get back into the swing of things. I miss my friends, the campus, and just the college life. I can't wait until this job is over. I'm not getting paid enough money to put up with the nonsense that I deal with everyday. The camp is almost over...next week will be the sixth week of a ten week summer camp. I've made it to the halfway point. I'm back in action because I have a brand new cellular device. It's my new favorite thing, my favorite toy!!
Sometimes I feel that I haven't fully grown up yet. Maybe I still act like a child, therefore I still get treated like one. How do I deal with that? At school, I make my own decisions, coming and going as I please. And then the holidays and the summer hits, and I go nowhere. At times it's fine and I have no problems with it. But there are those moments when I all I want to do is go out. I don't even mean to a club or a party, just out of the house and returning to my house at some ungodly hour. When will that happen? When I turn 21 next year? I don't think I can wait that long!! I feel like I'm on the cusp of something, I just haven't been able to do it just yet! I don't know. I don't know!! Sometimes, I need a good ranting session!!

My Ice Cream Personality Flavor

Double Chocolate Chunk
If you love Double Chocolate Chunk, you tend to be lively, creative and dramatic. Always the life of the party, you charm everyone you meet with your enthusiasm and sense of style. You enjoy being in the spotlight and prefer to be in the company of friends rather than left alone to reflect on life. You prefer passion and excitement in your romantic relationships, and require a lot of attention from your mate. Romantic Compatibility: You are most romantically compatible with those who prefer Butter Pecan or Chocolate Chip.

Sometimes you need a little push

Compliments of Karrine Steffans "Everyday when you wake up, only do things that you know will bring you closer to your dreams....Whatever it takes, do it and do nothing else, because every time you wake up and waste the day, you're wasting your life"

"The Pants"

I'm rereading The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants Series. Such good books!! I was itching to read something, to get lost in the stories of others. I love it!!
I'm having a really fat moment! Don't we all have those @ some point. I have to go to work tomorrow... Pay day is on Tuesday!! NEW PHONE ON WEDNESDAY!! I'm so excited!! =) I have finally reached the fifth week of the Summer Camp. It's going by relatively fast even though while I'm at work it seems as if the hours go by really, really slow.
That's all for now....life is gOoD!!

Roberto.Roberto.Roberto

Sooo
I went down to my old pool/job today and I noticed a really cute guy talking to our security guard. According to our security guard, Roberto asked about me and thought I was cute ;)
Sometimes a girl needs to know that a male thinks she is good looking. Sometimes you just need that to be reinforced by the opposite sex. I don't think I'll ever see Roberto again but it was nice to know that he was paying attention...
I'm feeling very good right now!! It's amazing what something that small can do to some one's self esteem!!
:)
GO Roberto

4th of July

Me and the moms went out to eat today. It was fun!! We both love to eat gOod food!! :)
I haven't started my vision board yet...I keep thinking about what I want to put on it. I need to start practicing because I need to and so that my mom can stop bothering me about it!!
I love listening to Jasmine Sullivan. She has a good voice {reminds me of Lauryn Hill}
I want to write some poetry. I haven't written in a while....Too long!!
I have realized that there is so much that I need to download before I go back to school. I love those Jam Sessions in my room!!
I'm thinking about a lot of things right now. My mind is racing. I want so many things to happen. But with everything that happens, time is involved. I can't control everything!!
According to Scorpio Blues, "See having total control of situaton is realizing that you have absolutely have no control at all."