First Week Back

1. I'm glad to be back! Like I said, it's my quarter!!
2. I hate that we can't expect the unexpected...
3. I'm loving this Danity Kane cd! ;)
4. I feel like something is missing. What is it?
5. Boys are confusing!!
6. I love to go out and party. But the icebreaker was almost too much to me. All the people and the closeness of it all. I had fun but I observed a lot of things...why do girls think it's okay to go out of the house w/o panties?! NOT CLASSY AT ALL! The guys are too much also. In conclusion, I won't find my man @ the club!! ;) I hope Andrea and Nicole had a good time!!
7. Sometimes I don't like the fact that I can't read people. People are confusing. I should probably just give up trying to figure people out?!
8. Something is missing. Is something really missing or do I want something?

Questions. Questions. Questions.

Ecstasy-Danity Kane

Boy you got me twisted
I must admit it
I just can't resist
I can't get you off my senses
You make me feel brand new
The things you do
Oh, you know that I'm feenin' for you
I just got to have it
It's getting drastic
I can't break the habit
I'm just an addict
For your love
It's like a drug
Baby let me take you to

LAst Night of the Play

Ok so I'm not as irritated anymore.

Tonight was the opening night of the show. I messed up a few lines but other than that it went very well. My mother came!! I was glad that she was able to come
I heaRt mi madre!!!!

I need to start working out again...SERIOUSLY!!

So Irritated

It's really not funny anymore! The jokes are starting to get to me. I shared my experiences because we were having a heart to heart and now I'm second guessing myself. I shouldn't have told him all that stuff about me. Now he looks at me differently. The comments that he said tonight....I'm like really?!
You call me names but you can send me a crazy text message saying something else?!
What?! I'm so irritated right now! I don't if I'm more upset with him and what he said or the situation (before he even entered the picture)?
I know who I am. I am not the same person that I was back then or just a few short months ago. I don't appreciate my experience being a joke. It's not funny it's something that I deal with everyday. For that to be funny to someone is not cool.
I'm so mad.....
I can't even handle it right now.
I am comfortable with who I am but I will NOT be disrespected anymore. I feel like if I told you it wasn't funny the first time, the second time wouldn't be funny either.
Why am I never entitled to my feelings? I am always too mean or why did you get so annoyed with stuff. BECAUSE I DO! That's how I feel, I should be able to have my own feelings. I let people have their feelings, never questioning why they feel that way or this way. If that's how you feel, that's how you feel.
You know what, I'm so done with this. I am who I am, I can't and won't change that for anyone.
I'm going to talk to him about what he said. If he gets mad, so what.
I am owning my feelings!

Triangle

Tonight was an out of body experience for me. I felt like I was talking about someone else.
I never thought I would ever tell him all of those things about myself. It was a tough convo for me to have...it was the first time I talked about of them at once; in an in-depth sequence of each other. It was so surreal for me. Hmm....so many thoughts swirling around in my brain.
I truly believe that certain people come into your life for a reason.....
I hEaRt my frienDs!
I went to the doctor today. Swollen, mucus covered tonsils. What fun?!
My play is on Friday! I'm not even nervous right now!
I'm super duper excited.
I'm starting the quarter off right....late nights! ;)

Back @ school

I'm back @ school!! ;) I'm excited to be back!!
Tomorrow is the first day of classes!!
Homework, quizzes, three hour labs, midterms,.....I wanted to be back here so badly because?!

"Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going."-Jim Rahn

Being busy does not always mean real work. The object of all work is production or accomplishment and to either of these ends there must be forethought, system, planning, intelligence, and honest purpose, as well as perspiration. Seeming to do is not doing.-Thomas Edison

I hEaRt Danity Kane

Welcome to the Dollhouse is a really good cd ;)

Bad Girl

When the red light comes on I transform

When the red light comes on I transform

[Aubrey]

Look in my eyes covered in Maybelline

Looking like something fresh out a magazine

I can be part of your deepest fantasies

You’re the detective come solve my mystery

[D. Woods]

Some say that love is all that I’m missing

Some call it jezebel, I call it attention

But what they don’t know they can’t even imagine

Say I don’t have no self-esteem but it’s my fashion

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl, a bad girl

I can be your addiction if you wanna get hooked on me

I can be your addiction if you wanna get hooked on me

Maybe I’m just a bad girlMaybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl, a bad girl

When the red light comes on I transform (When the red light comes on I transform)

When the red light comes on I transform

[Dawn]Something about me has got you hypnotized

Examine my body like you’re the science guy

Watching my every move you anticipate

What ya thinking about boy I can recreate

[Aundrea]Some say that love is all that I’m missing

Some call it jezebel, I call it attention

But what they don’t know they can’t even imagine

Say I don’t have no self-esteem but it’s my fashion

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl, a bad girl

(Missy Elliott Rap)

I can be your addiction if you wanna get hooked on me

I can be your addiction if you wanna get hooked on me

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl, a bad girl

When the red light comes on I transform (When the red light comes on I transform)

When the red light comes on I transform

From a caterpillar to a butterfly

I know I got something that you’re gonna like

Don’t be afraid I won’t let you down

I’m the one that will make you come around

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl, a bad girl

I can be your addiction if you wanna get hooked on me

I can be your addiction if you wanna get hooked on me

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl

Maybe I’m just a bad girl, a bad girl

When the red light comes on I transform (When the red light comes on I transform)

When the red light comes on I transform