Q.u.o.t.e.s

All great divas have a trick or two up their sleeves. It keeps the wannabees in their place--Big Dee Dee (Half&Half)

God gives you one life don't waste it on a loser-Kris Kardashian

What looks like crazy on an ordinary looks a lot like love if you catch in in the moonlight--Pearl Cleage

A man can go from being a lover to being a stranger in three moves flat but a woman under the guise of friendship will engage in acts of duplicity which come to light very much later. There are different species of self-justification. -Anita Brookner

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun

SCHOOL'S OUT...What's a girl to do?! :) HAVE FUN!! The quarter ended well academically and I finally have a summer where my g.p.a is not lingering over me. It feels nice.

I have been on here in a long time. I really haven't had anything to say even though my world has been out of control lately. No worries most of the mayhem has been welcomed for the most part. 21 has opened up so many doors! 21 is great ....it has been good to me! 21 has also caused me to rethink and reevaluate many things. It's crazy how I've been feeling lately. The feelings that I'm experiencing are two separate entities. I'm not really sure what to do with them. Where do I put them. They are kinda lingering in limbo, just hanging out. As of right now, that's where they are going to stay. I'm not really in any rush to make any decisions because I'm not really comfortable in decisions I make as of right now when it comes to the opposite sex because I'm confused. So I think deciding nothing is my best bet. It's the safest thing to do.

I want this to be a summer to remember and I think it will :)

*Side note......this boy is confusing me!!! I'm not really sure how I'm supposed to be feeling about him. I know that I'm walking a fine line which admittedly is fun. But he owes me nothing. He doesn't have to text me/call me, nothing me. I've completely wrapped my head around that and understand that. So we shall see what happens. This Girl just wants to have fuuun!!!!! <3

NightTime Thoughts

So many things are going through my mind right now........

My mind hasn't stopped racing since I turned 21 =) and I'm not even mad at that. 

I have so many decisions to make from here on out. And I'm think I'm ready to handle them.

I'm happy and things are starting to fall into place 

{all smiles}

On to the next...

I'm 21!!! What an exciting weekend however I realize that the best decisions are made sober!!!

Anyway...After the weekend I've experienced I realized more than ever when it comes to the men in my life. Lol. I want a bf and I can't keep blocking his entrance into my life with foolishness.

The Hiatus begins today. =) and I'm totally okay with it. I can do nothing but patient and make more responsible decisions. I want to be treated like an adult therefore I have to act like one and this is a concept that affects other aspects of my life besides the relationships/friendships that I have with boys. I don't regret what happened or anything that was said. But hindsight is 20/20 and I've learned from my missteps.

Now it's time to move on to the next chapter and new adventures!

**I'm grown now :)

....I'm up writing a Spanish paper...but my mind is racing, as usual! Lol.

 Last night was amazing! I'm glad I went however I now understand why my mother always told me to drive my own car. 

I'm turning 21 in FOUR DAYS! I can't believe it. **I'm grown now** :-)

21 is going to bring wonderful things..I can feel it in my spirit!

Thinking...

Sometimes thinking about too much can make a sista crazy!!!! My friends planted the seed and I've been watering the flower.Lol. I've just been letting my mind wander and I've been trying to figure out what I'm going to do if my feelings for him return. I haven't come up with anything. I don't know if that's good or bad. 

Alicia Keys-Feeling U,Feeling Me
*Do you ooooooo, ooooo 
2 hour long conversations on the phone
Can't get you outta my mind
Baby are you feelin me
Feelin you?
Everything you say and
Everything you do
Gets me lost in you days at a time
Tell me are you feelin me, feeling you*

I'm trying this whole going with the flow thing...I really want something new!!

all s.m.i.l.e.s

Nothing to complain about per say....I wish I could get my schedule together!!
Other than that I'm happy
and all smiles =)